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Tuesday, October 26, 2010
My experiences with puzzles.☂12:14 AM

I was the apprehensive one not wanting it because I wasn't sure if it was going to turn out nice.
What if it's just a waste of time? Why would I want to waste my time?

All it took was one piece

With the help of time, I learned to like it. I liked it a lot.
I’m not exactly the best at making puzzles but I’ll try.
It was unclear, I didn't know how the pieces exactly fitted together.
But it did.
We started constructing, starting from the smaller pieces to bigger ones.
There was no rush for anything and everything began to fall together.
Still there was no clear picture of anything.
I neglected the fact that it wasn’t the most appealing or the most fun thing to do.
But we are working on it.
That was what counted right?

When the picture was starting to become clear, and you just took it away from me
You didn't want it
You didn't want to see it.

Why?
What was wrong with it?

You took the pieces apart and placed everything back into the box.
You didn’t feel a puzzle was a great idea after all, you had other things to do.

I guess... that’s alright, we'll just leave it there.
Its just a stupid puzzle.
Trivial things.
I wasn't even close to finishing it.
Since nothing was made in the first place there was nothing lost.

As time came around, so did the urge to build it.
This time, it will be different. We will do it together.
But why? I thought you didn't like such things.
Our combined efforts will make this great. I'll do half and you do the other.

It was never easy.. there’s thousands and thousands of pieces but we can do it together... right?

I'll put my time and effort into it.
I will do my part, no doubt about it.
I will do the best I can.

We began building. Time after time, you would blame me for wasting my time and my effort for building this.
I kept building in silence.
I was a mute to my own emotions.

Eventually you would get frustrated with me and then question your own efforts.
Are you wasting your time?
Am I wasting my time?
I can be focusing on other things that have already been constructed as significant
Is this even worth it?

I'm not so sure, however, I'll just do my part.
I continued to work on it, hoping that it will turn out to be something great.

Taking the pieces,
together to apart.
You broke everything.

Why?
I don't know why but I thought it was great, even though it wasn't complete.
Your efforts will be rewarded.
Your time and your emotions.
You doing your best is what really counts
Its what really mattered.


With your dissatisfaction, I began assisting you. Taking it apart. Making it easier for you so you wouldn’t have to waste your time on something you didn’t want.

Place everything back in the box, where it belongs.

I'm not sure if it will be easy to find the pieces again
After all, we don’t even know how the finished product looked like.


I actually never liked puzzles either… I’m not very good at them.
The only thing I really liked about it was that I got to be with you.

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